nah. The emotions stay there forever. The feels will never leave, just like the memory of a good book never leaves your heart. It just fills you with longing and emptiness because you crave words and books and coffee and late nights curled under the comforter with a beautiful book and a flashlight. Books never leave. They last a lifetime.
Organized stalkers at ordinary business services and in the neighborhood can and do use severe violation (letting you know they have personal information they shouldn't know) to intimidate terrorize. Every violation tears apart their Own guarantee of freedom and protection from bizarre crimes.