God forbid you ever actually faced your problems! Or life! You just destroy the man you love and try to get him locked up, on the run, or dead? Does that sound heathy to you? I know I was BAD! Just not that fucking bad! You are a sick human being !
"Sometimes the best thing you can do is not think, not wonder, not imagine, not obsess. Just breathe, and have faith that everything will work out for the best." Just an extra pin to know that God has a plan and He will make it work for His glory!