Jayce, you wanted to be with me at your convenience, a weekend, summer, or holiday wife. I feel that every decision you have made in the last few weeks did not include me. Your decisions was making it even harder for us to be together. Why Jayce, why?
It killed me when you defended someone who didn't love you as selflessly as I did. Letting you go was the hardest thing I've ever done, but I hope you won't make the same mistakes with the next girl. I just wish you had made them with the girl before me.
This has to be the hardest months in my life...wanting to talk to you to just say how my day has been or to talk in general. I know it's temporary but it feels like eternity! I miss the sound of your voice, your laugh, your jokes and sarcasm, I miss you completely! I know I have my times of doubt and I will fail at controlling it sometimes. But know this also... My Love for you will never fail or fade! It's just so hard, going from being a part of your life to nothing or not knowing sucks! K