At some point you must let go of what you wished would happen, and embrace what is happening . . . GOD knows the path of suffering you are walking, and when you have survived your trial of Faith, you'll emerge pure--as pure Gold! You have HIS Word on it!
Yasss. It freaks me out that sometimes I haven't thought of something in so long I forgot it even happened. I'm so glad we receive the privilege to grow and change. If I had to be the person I used to be, I wouldn't have come even close to where I am now.