YES! then, she began to breathe and live and every moment took her to a place where she is in love. But not in love with someone, she's in love with life and every moment is a new moment to discover and everything is inspiring and full of wonder.
What you are is a complicated girl with simple needs. You need your books and time to read, and you need a few friends and you need someone-not to take care of you, but to care for you. If you have all those things, you'll always be alright.” ― Brian Morton, Breakable You
I'm not sure if you truly ever heal after the loss of a loved one you just learn to live life without them, and I will never be whole again. I will learn to live with the emptiness of the hole in my heart.
He says he loves me and thinks about me all the time but he's stuck. I deserve more than that. I deserve more than fleeting moments even if they are weekly and even though they were great. I deserve more than that. I need to remember this!