Stop remembering what God has forgotten I am working on forgiving others, right now & the scriptures say forgive if you want to be forgiven (I think it's in Matthew ch so... As long as I am doing my part... I need to work on making this happen. It's hard.
Pride yourself and live on your own with an anxious heart and see what it can do to you after a couple of decades. Or 10 Verses for an Anxious Heart - Cast your cares on the LORD and he will sustain you; he will never let the righteous be shaken. -Psalm
In my darkest hour I laid on my bed and I prayed. I asked for protection and to give me the strength to remove someone from my life. One day everything changed and I was safe. This is why I chose to go back to God. He protected me and showed me the way.