I'm not one to easily give up however when you're miserable you are hindering yourself and your children from a happy, healthy life. Had I never chose divorce I wouldn't have the dream life I currently have. Relationships are work but with the right person you thrive and grow as a human being.
Time to change the way I have been doing things. No more expecting others to have a heart like mine - and finally no more not seeing what's right in front of me. I am still hopeful things and people will change, but I am not standing still any longer.