You said you loved how I looked at you... does she look at you the same way? Does she see deep into your soul? Does she know what you're thinking before you say it? I think you're just afraid to face reality. I think you know it will never go anywhere so you have fun while you can and then move on to the next one when she finds someone else. Why do you push away the ones who love you most!?!
Me thinks you relied a bit too much on him. So unlike you. He even admits you were in control. He was disloyal . . . And dishonest. Shouldn't you be hating him and not me? But then again, I keep writing that you should just let go and get over it. You did fail . . . at your attempt to win him as well as your 3 marriages. And you may have been very disappointed. He is not very passionate. But I love him anyway.
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