Because I need to,prove to someone that I wont hurt them like I hurt almost everyone in my life. And honestly everyone has messed me up and im insecure and doubtful towards friendships and relationships
I'm sorry I mistook all our laughs, long nights, sweet texts and jokes as you caring. I'll think twice before I waste my time again. I don't want to make the same mistake again, cause you made it real hard for me to move on.
I literally used to be like this every day.but I'm finally the girl who is healing--she isn't falling apart because the Lord blessed her with the best bestfriend a girl could ask for and this pretty freaking amazing guy