Remember feelings are just that. They are subject to change like the wind and can be very deceptive. Never base decisions of who you are, who God is or His plans for your life on feelings. If it doesn't line up with scripture it's not Truth.
I am sure that nothing can separate us from God's love—not life or death, not angels or spirits, not the present or the future, and not powers above or powers below. Nothing in all creation can separate us from God's love for us in Christ Jesus our Lord!
Colossians As you have therefore received Christ, [even] Jesus the Lord, [so] walk (regulate your lives and conduct yourselves) in union with and conformity to Him. Have the roots [of your being] firmly and deeply planted [in Him, fixed and founded