Walk away from anything that gives you bad vibes. There is no need to explain or make sense of it. It's your life. Do what makes you happy. And that's why some people had to be let go. Just got bad vibes and I don't need that in MY life.
There are many layers of ourselves that are within unity consciousness, we are the light and always have been. We are whole, we are divine and infinite, don’t be fooled by the illusions of this earthly life. "IT IS ONLY LIGHT"