I was hoping that you would come to your senses quickly and realize I didn't deserve what you did to me and find some way to make it up to me, I guess that I didn't really know who you were because I thought friendship, respect, and loyalty were important
When I loved myself enough, I began leaving whatever wasn't healthy. This meant people, jobs, my own beliefs and habits - anything that kept me small. My judgement called it disloyal. Now I see it as self-loving. Self love is the best love.