Looking back, that relationship drained me completely. It feels like a blur. Walking on eggshells & being manipulated were among the worst things.. and being deeply hurt by his words & actions. His anger issues didn't help either. It felt like my world was distorted psychologically.. I didn't know who to believe anymore. I stayed because I loved him and I thought he loved me, but I was torturing myself more by staying. There's so many things i had experienced.... I'm just thankful i left..