Sometimes when as a child weve had the impression we didnt count for some of our parental figures, we feel rejected and tend to evade interactions and flee... Our ego makes us believe now and again that we have been, are being or are about to be rejected. When we flee, the people we were about to approach risk seeing our flight as us rejecting them.
or as you say, IM BLESSED You are not only wonderful but, also soo beautiful and loving and so much more! I truely am SOOOOO lucky to have you my love! Of the 6 billion people in this world.you choose me!