I love my best friends so damn much, i can't leave them. But my issue is, they don't consider me their best friend. They don't understand. They secretly dislike me. But I love them. I wouldn't mind, though, if I just happen to be hit by a car and die.
"Sometimes it hurts. It hurts so much that you feel like your chest will cave in and the only thing stopping it are the gasps of air you take in between the tears." _______________________________ This is what Depression feels like.
He says he loves me and thinks about me all the time but he's stuck. I deserve more than that. I deserve more than fleeting moments even if they are weekly and even though they were great. I deserve more than that. I need to remember this!
When people make you feel unwanted, don't leave to make them feel sad or guilty, they won't. Leave because you no longer have a reason to stay. Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. What's meant to be will end up good and what's not - won't.