"When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible." - When Harry Met Sally the rest of my life is getting ready to start
This can be so tremendously hard for some people to understand (I've encountered it countless times over the course of my life). My being quiet does not mean I have anything to hide. I just don't have anything I want to, or feel like showing you.
It's better to have your heart broken once by walking away, than staying & having it broken again & again. It's so true, but why can't I just do it & just walk away from him? Why do allow him keep hurting me?