I feel that love relationships and friend relationships are the same thing but different parts. The same feeling of wanting closeness with a person. I don't want a "relationship" with drama I just want a special friend to be with and to love.
Do not devalue yourself. Do no make excuses. remember your worth.I do not think you can cheat on a person you love and if you do, you never loved them fully, otherwise, there wouldn't be any voids to fill.