Just living life & accomplishing small routine tasks can become overwhelming when you live with C/PTSD. It's okay to take a break. It's okay to have bad days. This is a normal part of the healing process. It will take time.
♀ ♥ ♀ "Some see a weed. Some see a wish." Personally, I think dandelions are very beautiful, even though they're categorized as a weed. so Yes, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. Just another perception of life.