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Thoughts of a troubled mind

Over the past few years, this board has become somewhat of a log of my ups and downs through my struggle with depression, social anxiety disorder, and other mental issues. This is where I express some of my painful and self-destructive thoughts. I greatly appreciate those of you who have reached out to me or commented out of concern, but I don't want to worry anyone. I am not currently suicidal, and I have gotten professional help and am trying my best to live with these mental disorders.


Thoughts of a troubled mind

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I know that most of this is in my head, and I know that it's frustrating, and I know that I've hurt you, but how much of this has to be my fault? I'm just so sick and tired of blaming myself. I'm so sorry that my traumas are inconvenient for you.

sometimes I get so sad that it's hard to breathe

And I wish they could actually listen instead of just denying how I feel.

too true.

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WOW.

staggering on tenement roofs illuminated : WHO KNEW IT WAS THA T EASY

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"It's funny how the words we never say can turn into the only thoughts we know." And thus obsessions are born.

Is that really a good enough excuse? I think I'm done putting up with this kind of thing. Their lack of intention doesn't change my hurts. drawing from MOOSEKLEENEX

My typical experience with parties where I don't know people. - Sarah's Scribbles.

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Finding Beautiful, Bpd Helpful, Dark Places, Poetic Justice, Trouble Mindfulness

& I'm beginning to let myself down

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But god forbid we ever let it show. Just witnessed a horrifying scene. Please don't ever let me get taken away to a mental institution like that.

except that this has happened so many times, I'm just surprised I'm still scared.

But seriously, it's hard enough to function normally with social anxiety and a full schedule, why do the doctors have to make it so hard to get my medication? I already know it's going to be a crisis as soon as I run out and I have too much at stake for that.

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I want to stop. I can tell that im getting worse even as i seem to be at my best. I don't want to keep up this crazy pace.

Once again, I've been falling apart. It's a little funny that I have to turn to old bad habits to cope with the new ones.

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I never will know the answer to this. But I hope with all my heart that this won't happen with my new close friend. I don't want the big things to be the only thing that ties us together.

that would explain it.

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I'm so sorry. Nothing ever came out right and I don't think I can forgive myself for what I did or said to you.

There's a part of me that will never be satisfied until I am entirely hating myself. And right now that part is winning.

Slowly slipping.

Realizing how much of my life slipped away because I wasn't present enough mentally is one of the worst things about recovering.

  • Izzy Lynch(Styles)
    Izzy Lynch(Styles)

    Hey, I just want to let you know someone is here for you :)

  • Mona
    Mona

    Thanks! I appreciate it, though I'm doing much better now. :)

  • Izzy Lynch(Styles)
    Izzy Lynch(Styles)

    That's great to hear :) xx

you know what? fuck it. i don't care anymore

I don't know what I want but I don't want this. Good to realize and good motivation in a weird way.