Thoughts of a troubled mind
Over the past few years, this board has become somewhat of a log of my ups and downs through my struggle with depression, social anxiety disorder, and other mental issues. This is where I express some of my painful and self-destructive thoughts. I greatly appreciate those of you who have reached out to me or commented out of concern, but I don't want to worry anyone. I am not currently suicidal, and I have gotten professional help and am trying my best to live with these mental disorders.
Thoughts of a troubled mind
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I know that most of this is in my head, and I know that it's frustrating, and I know that I've hurt you, but how much of this has to be my fault? I'm just so sick and tired of blaming myself. I'm so sorry that my traumas are inconvenient for you.
sometimes I get so sad that it's hard to breathe
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Sometimes I Get So Sad That Its Hard To Breathe. So Tell Me, How Do You Expect Me To Talk About My Demons When They're Sitting On My Lungs. Depression. Sadness.
And I wish they could actually listen instead of just denying how I feel.
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I wish i was better at telling people how I really feel
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i wish i could kill the part of myself that hates me so much but i think that's impossible because it feels like that's all i've become. if i wanted to kill my inner demons, i had to kill every single part of me because that's what i've become. i'm full of hatred towards myself and it's killing me slowly
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i wish i could kill the part of myself that hates me so much but i think that's impossible because it feels like that's all i've become. if i wanted to kill my inner demons, i had to kill every single part of me because that's what i've become. i'm full of hatred towards myself and it's killing me slowly... Wow
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Because no one knows you and your decisions as well as YOU!!! For the good or bad of it!!!
You never need to apologize for how you chose to survive. #Quote #Prepper
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Is that really a good enough excuse? I think I'm done putting up with this kind of thing. Their lack of intention doesn't change my hurts. drawing from MOOSEKLEENEX
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Letters met potlood, daar omheen waterverf
My typical experience with parties where I don't know people. - Sarah's Scribbles.
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Social anxiety. introvert | quiet life
Why is this so funny?
I wouldn't have even made it to the front door
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HAHAHAHA, THIS IS ME ON SO MANY LEVELS. I'M LAUGHING BECAUSE IT'S TRUE.
Every time. true story
But god forbid we ever let it show. Just witnessed a horrifying scene. Please don't ever let me get taken away to a mental institution like that.
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We carry our prisons with us. Anxiety Panic Attacks
except that this has happened so many times, I'm just surprised I'm still scared.
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But seriously, it's hard enough to function normally with social anxiety and a full schedule, why do the doctors have to make it so hard to get my medication? I already know it's going to be a crisis as soon as I run out and I have too much at stake for that.
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I want to stop. I can tell that im getting worse even as i seem to be at my best. I don't want to keep up this crazy pace.
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sometimes i can feel the downward spiral. the worst part is when i know i'm getting bad again, but can do nothing to stop it. i just want everything to stop hurting. i want to stop hurting. #bpd #depression #anxiety
Once again, I've been falling apart. It's a little funny that I have to turn to old bad habits to cope with the new ones.
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Nobody paid attention
Falling apart. You fake a smile, lie and say, you're better off now and your life's ok, when it's not. But it will be.
You have my complete attention if you want it x
I'll pretend I'm not dying inside.
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I never will know the answer to this. But I hope with all my heart that this won't happen with my new close friend. I don't want the big things to be the only thing that ties us together.
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we aren't really close anymore, but then again were we ever? i told you my secretes and i let you in, but you never got to know the little things. so were we close? or was it just the big thing that held us together, and the small things that let us fall apart?
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I didn't sign up for this pointless hell called life.
Stop the world Cause I wanna get off Theres too much hurt I wish the spinning was enough Breaking my heart Breaking me down Tearing me limb from limb And breaking my crown
This is how I felt throughout ur battle...I do not like the CANCER roller coaster!
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Sylvia Plath (K_isanasshole) on Twitter. I know this thought…people can be so judgmental and cruel. They assume they know you and all your intentions from a blurb under a Pinterest entry. Let's all try to be kinder to each other and hope that helps less of us to feel suicidal... THIS IS A POEM
Love her poetry..
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Sarah Kay (K_isanasshole) on Twitter
I'm so sorry. Nothing ever came out right and I don't think I can forgive myself for what I did or said to you.
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Every girl in the world does this..
it's like a tangled strand of xmas lights in there...with myriad thoughts and feelings unable to be separated into anything that can be expressed coherently...
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open the door
There's a part of me that will never be satisfied until I am entirely hating myself. And right now that part is winning.
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I hate myself for being so weak n insecure, I hate myself for being fat n not pretty, I hate myself for not having a full family, I hate myself for being the way I am... i just hate everything abt me =((
Okey I really want to say something uhhhhh so Being depressed or sad won't make you any more cooler or popular. If you think you would gain more followers from that then that's stupid. if you want peoples' pity and sympathy I think you should go somewhere else because that won't get you anywhere
you're not alone....Pinterest & Tumblr really can help you feel better
Simple truth. With you, now in my life, I'm finding i love me. Thank you for bringing out the best in me.
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Two people saw my struggle & lent an inspirational hand to help me up...Exactly how I feel right now.
She was drowning but nobody saw her struggle. • Such a powerful quote about #sadness #depression
this is how I feel when depression strikes. it's a drowning feeling of sadness and loneliness. It doesn't matter if people are sitting alongside of me or not. I still feel it. It's an entirely lonely place. JRR 12/28/2013
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Realizing how much of my life slipped away because I wasn't present enough mentally is one of the worst things about recovering.
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you know what? fuck it. i don't care anymore
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This is to daamn funny smh
would never say it, but life feels this way pretty often,
FUCK IT!!! I DONT CARE ANYMORE!!!!
I don't know what I want but I don't want this. Good to realize and good motivation in a weird way.