a Motivation Wall! or motivaton college Or, if you don't have room for a wall, try writing something positive on a sticky note and sticking it on your bathroom mirror so it's the first thing you see when you wake up!
Fully trusting God will enable you to take that leap of faith. God knows our heart and the true desires of it. What a testimony it has been since I stepped out taking a huge leap of faith - trusting that God would in fact lead the way.
Your journey has molded you for your greater god, and it was exactly what it needed to be. Don't think that you've lost time. It took each and every situation you have encountered to bring you to the now. And now is right on time.