I will never forget being back east, alone in a trailer in the middle of the woods tons of snow and I went out on the porch and looked at a full moon and thought of my children so very far away. My poor kids, deserve so much better than me.
Depression quote: I'm not sure if I'm depressed. I mean, I'm not sad, but I'm not exactly happy either. I can laugh and joke and smile during the day, but sometimes when I'm alone at night I forget how to feel. The feeling hurts so much.