As I'm trying to come up with something to say, he stands there looking at me. He loves me and I have never been able to say the samething. I want to, but I can't love him the way I should. So I say something that will break him, As I say it, I hate myself. "Eric, you need to get the F out of my life. I never loved you and I never will," Emily -----> Eric
I have felt like this before and now, you just have to let go of relationships that you feel that you don't need to be in or belong in anymore, I've been through many relationships where I just remain there because I don't know where else to go....it's time to let go and move on!