I need to remind myself this more. I always worry things will go wrong that the more I worry I cause something to go wrong. The unknown is scary and I hate not knowing things or always feeling reassured. One of my biggest goals to work on.
It sucks, and it gets better, but it always sucks again. But I'll help you through it all and make the better times seem like the most amazing things ever. And then when it sucks again, I'll remind you of those times so we can trudge through it together.
Waiting to feel better, waiting for a good day, holding onto the good day and waiting for tomorrow, always waiting for something to happen. Its going to happen. That thing will happen, so I'm not waiting anymore. I will rest but get back up and not wait!