I use to be a completely different person. It got to where I didn't care and I'd push to the max. I did things that went against the way I was raised, and I never felt bad about it. I went to places knowing there was danger, and I went there to destroy the threat. I have no idea how I survived, obviously I did. Couldn't blame it on drugs, because I was clean. I was just tired of the such a good boy image, so I went bad boy for a long time. I went way too far.