when we make a change, it's so easy to interpret our unsettledness as unhappiness, and our unhappiness as a result of having made the wrong decision. our mental and emotional states fluctuate madly when we make big changes in our lives, and somedays we could tight-rope across manhattan, and other days we are too weary to clean our teeth, this is normal. this is natural. this is change. - jeanette winterson
and creating your own happiness! Why waste energy on being jealous when you can focus more energy on making your life YOUR kind of awesome. So you can't go to FRANCE... do a French night in your home! Invite your FAMILY and FRIENDS and have a great time!! It's the little things and every little thing takes at least little effort.