Parenting From A Bed; Grief, Guilt, & Gratefulness by Claire Martin "So I grieve, I feel guilty, and I am grateful beyond words. What a combo. My kids know that I fight for them, and one day when they are older they will understand why Mommy couldn't go to the park. For now I will keep trying to enjoy the time I have with them, even if its playing in bed, or snuggling when I can barely move - because they know that they are loved. And some day's that's all I've got. And it's enough."