I wish I was as strong as the people around me think I am. I feel like I’m falling behind and that I’m missing out on so many amazing things because of my mental hang ups. But I can’t dwell on those thoughts. They are negative and will only serve to hold me back.
It takes a long time to get over betrayal. Be kind to yourself. It's not easy but it can be done, and youre going to have set backs.. Just remember that the real TRUTH is not what he tells anyone. The truth for him is a whole bunch of lies he spews to serve his own Narc agenda… Don't feel replaced, remember, he will do this to everyone.. No one is special to him.. But you are special to GOD and to me.. :)