So much was left unsaid. I can't help but wonder what we would've said and done that last day if we hadnt got caught. We actually wouldve got to say goodbye. Would I have gotten another long hug from you? One last hug to make me feel safe for the few seconds I was in your arms? Would I have broken down right there? Would you have been the first guy to see me cry over goodbye? Would you have held me in your arms and told me it was alright? So much was left unsaid and undone. Too much.
a: Words and action hurt... you may have a right to be angry or sad or mad - but not cruel! Never! I just hate when people automatically think I'm angry at them when I'm sad or tired.. it's like, there are other things that could be wrong.. :P
Life on our terms now...we no longer chase anyone. We keep the channels and doors to our life open and loving and trust that people are in our lives for a reason, season or lifetime depending on the choices we all make. With this attitude there is no "efforting" in relationships and they're all good whatever way things outwork.