Having to show your worth to someone you love especially living with them. Not because your horny, that's just deciding to fuck who ever. Wanting to be intimate with the person you love and it's hurtful when you have to wait till it's worth it to them.
I was blessed enough to find just such a man. Even after years together he still tells me he loves & adores me every day, even on the days when I'm a pita or a mess. ..... & better yet, I feel the same way about him. .... ::lesigh:: ... ::leswoon::
Closure. Make sure you get it. So you can have a present life & more importantly to have a better future. If you're scared to seek closure. Don't be. You deserve it! Everyone needs closure. If you're going to move on. If not that's you're past you're stuck in. You'll never get out or move on.