God isn't the reason bad things happen.. Believe that one day things will get better trust him in everything you hold.. let him help you!! And never push him away!! Amazing things will happen in time. Be PATIENT!
He works slowly. The devil will try to blind us and make us thing God isn't there. But hat is what sends most people to hell - that's the truth :/ But, if u still believe till ur death day (yes it will be hard) u will be happy :)