This is so true. One can go so far along the path but the last step takes more guts, energy, conviction and will power than all that have gone before. And when you eventually take it the expected response can be not what you expected. Hence the Heartbreak !!!!!
"I don't know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That's why I'm trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning."