Showing my true, real self is hard. Bullied, teased, made fun of for who you really were is hard to come from. That's why people put up walls, barriers, masks, to hide behind. They're afraid that people will do it again, just like the people before.
I bet your dose of Karma is pretty fucking hard to swallow. But you know best. You took charge like a real didn't you. Except...you didn't end up with SHIT, stupid cunt! I won. Every. Fucking. Thing. And you ended up with even MORE debt. Idiot!