Feelings come and go like clouds on a windy day. Consious breathing is my anchor. ~ Thich Nhat Hanh
Those that desire one world rule want us unable to function properly. But you can overcome these things by minimizing gmos, chemicals, toxins, and other stressors on the body. It will greatly enhance your energy and you will be able to accomplish things which you would otherwise be unable or prevented from doing.
Some people force themselves to grow up and lose sight of the things they loved as children. Some day, if I end up in a little cubicle, doing an office job I hate, I'll still make time to stare at the clouds and see bunnies and dinosaurs and ice cream cones and pirate ships.