I wonder if it's hard to let go because I don't know who i'm letting go of. I don't know where the truth ends and the facade begins...but I do know there's only one soul to let go of. Yes, that's my prayer, help me to release him from my heart Father. Whoever he is. You know who he is.
When you do Keep Praying for your family before GOD Almighty. You begin to realize, when GOD opens your eyes, that your family is much bigger than you. Christ said, for who is my brother but those that are in my family.