Exploring Universe: Many "Spiritual" people are running a belief system that makes them feel conflicted about receiving abundance into their life. They may desire it with their whole hearts, but the mind asks "Is it okay?". Yes, yes it is. Because you are
I am now. It was painful getting over you, but now I have room in my heart for more important things-my relationship with God. So the pain turned out well, because know I know if someone is out there for me, I know he wont be like you.