I never expected to fall in love with the guy I fell in love with. I never expected it at all, but it seems as though the heart within me had other plans, and I don't remorse that one bit. This heart of mine is taken now :)
A year ago I had no idea that I would meet someone as wonderful as Brian. He makes me feel things I've never thought possible. I'm so excited that I get to spend the rest of my life with my best friend.
in my case this should say "you must understand that it kills me to be friends with you, as it would eventually mean having to see you love someone else, and i cannot afford for my heart to break any further, for it will kill me. you deserve to be happy and i hate watching but when your not around i feel dead"
For the first time, I fully and completely feel this for someone... for Brian, and my children, of course; but to have this kind of love for someone and know they have this kind of love for you is far beyond incredible. It's an indescribable feeling and knowing that, for the first time in my life, I feel secure - completely safe physically and emotionally. <3