not all people will dig your enthusiasm. but if you have it, keep it! shine it out there! i haven't yet figured out how being negative adds to the world, makes it kinder, gentler, more loving, happier ... carry on, passionate enthusiasts of this world!!
Once you have truly felt the pain of your past and accepted the feeling that makes you think you can't hold on anymore you can then feel that tiny shred of strength to pick yourself and move on. Don't revisit it, don't use it as an excuse. Just move on.
I did that. I started the ball rolling and when it stopped someone famous stepped up for a cause and donated a great amount to help. It was a wonderful feeling to know that my idea spread like wild fire and helped. I helped make a difference.
Seeing you today was the absolute best moment ever! I even waited outside for you to drive by one more time. That's before I read your messages. I still can't get the smile off my face. I wanted you to stop and say hi. So bad. I miss you and I love you