That actually makes me feel a little bit better. I know that sounds strange, but I fear loving another for just that reason - trust. If the same thing were to happen ever again, I truly don't think I'd be able to come out the other side like I did, kicking, scratching, and screaming (metaphorically speaking) this time. So... let's just keep it simple, shall we?
"You make each day a special day. You know how, by just your being you. There's only one person in this whole world like you. And people can like you exactly as you are." - Mr. Rogers ~ One of my most favorite heroes of all time. His biography is worth reading.