I don't know. I don't understand why I feel like shit when I don't get to talk to you. I just don't. And I hate that it's this way but it is and I guess I'm gonna have to learn because this is the kind of stuff you have to deal with in life
Saving people is a really hard task - it won't always work. But what you can do is love them, make them feel special and let them know there's someone who cares about them and that their life is worth living.