Almost humiliating when you've been with somebody SO long and you really know nothing about him. What you know now you found out from others. And others since day one said something is off, but You didn't listen and now your the psychotic one for begging the truth. If you love someone, you share everything with them, honor them, and touch them. If you don't, have the respect to tell them. Cowards wait for better as better walk away in the same silence they were given.