I have learned you can spend years with someone , and never see this part of them ! Why because they have been hurt in there past , and chose to believe everyone else is the same ! No matter how much they can see that you are different from all the rest !
Why i have become distant. You drain me. You once made me happy. But you drain me terribly. I believe some where in there is a good heart but you hardly show it.. anymore. I'm tired of being tired, moody, unhappy, sad, and crying. I don't deserve that. I'm tired of making an effort after effort, while you just ignore me and hurt me. I hope you find who you really want in your life forever and be happy. Because its quiet obvious its not me.