Please read this list if you "care" about me. I'm tired of people saying "oh what's wrong why aren't you talking there has to be something wrong." There isn't. I just need to be alone and with my own thoughts. I'm not mad or upset. I just want to be by myself and that's okay. This is me, believe it of not!!!
be kind. and don't hang out with people who aren't. even if their vitriol is not directed at you, ultimately they are only there to have their noise be the loudest in your head. and that others might actually be able to love or to be loved more or be free enough to be happy or who they really are, to feel feel more than they could ever feel scares the shit out of them.
"The best feelings in the world: Hot showers; the first bite of a meal when you are really hungry; tight hugs; crawling into bed after a long day; forehead kisses; waking up in the morning and actually feeling like you got enough sleep"