Sometimes, you just have to let it go. The guilt, the shoulds, the expectations, the have-tos. When things are too hectic, too pressured, too tense and you’ve stopped enjoying your days, then it’s time to let something go. It’s time to tilt. Work out where the heaviness is. Assess what part of your world can carry on without you for a little while. Go find your enjoyment again.
I just feel like I'm always there for my friends, but some of them are never there for me. I feel like the last one to be invited. Always.And it's like they're better of without me: i could just dissappear, and they wouldn't notice or care. I'm always second choice,and no one's "go-to-person". It feels like shit,and nobody cares