So many time you know the truth, but there is a saying which is so very true, "the truth hurts" and it is true but the sooner you accept the truth, the sooner you can get up dust off and do better by finding a person that actually wants you as you want them.
No matter how old you are... or in my case, freak out and call dad so he can calm you down.
its starts from you, so believe what I know... you are amazing! After all I know you best and I see what you may not, so until you see it too, let me give you the words of encouragement you need, the hand to hold, and the shoulder to lean on! I love you both!