I come home to nobody, of course, I shouldn't get my hopes up thinking that my mom would be home. Anyway, I plop down on my bed and pull out my book. Everyday I write in my book of everything I wish I would have said that day. I start right when I get to the next empty page. "Ooh, if only I told Mindy to shut up. But instead I walked away when she called my ugly." I mentally slap myself for walking away. I sigh and whisper, what's wrong with me as I get up to get something to eat.