I'm just tired. I'm tired of putting in more effort than I receive. I'm tired of for nothing. I'm tired of believing all your lies. I'm tired of you proving me wrong every time. I'm tired of getting my hopes up and being let down. I'm just tired
Not sure of this is true but it sometimes feel to be. Emotional neglect is a trauma. That explains why being ignored hurts SO much! I vow to make it a goal to NOT ignore other people so that they do not feel this way.
Grey's Anatomy - "You didn’t love her. You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was good for your ego. Or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her, because you don’t destroy the person that you love.
You get hurt only by people who occupy a big part of your heart. The more it hurts, the more important the person. Why it doesn't matter to those who hurt you I will never understand, especially when you know you occupied a big part of their heart too.
I know getting hurt to well. If I named all of the people that have hurt me I'd be here forever. But I don't tell people they've hurt because every time they do they play the victim and that hurts me even