I will always remember the lessons I have learned. The pain etched them in my soul. i will, by sheer force of my power, forget the reason... but I will always remember the lessons. No one will ever make me feel that way again, and hurt me that way.
i know i was two-faced, fake, and mean. i wasn't myself. i have no excuse, but only that i wanted to fit in. i'm sorry for that. but even though i made stupid mistakes, i don't deserve people talking behind my back and trying to make me feel worse when all i want is to make things better. if you still need to talk, don't talk to other people.. at least have the guts to say it to my face.