To Kingsley, I know you don’t know me, but I am sorry for not being there for you. Sorry I never knew this is what you were thinking. Sorry for never being there, from the beginning, when you started thinking these thoughts. Sorry for not realizing that you needed someone. Sorry that you had to go through pain. Sorry that I was never there to comfort you. But the one thing that hits me so hard.... I am so sorry for never knowing you. Please, don’t leave. Don’t leave me. Don’t leave us. Don’t go.