I was but then I realized that I was holding on to something that didn't exist anymore. That the person I missed didn't exist anymore. People change The things we like and dislike change. And we can wish they wouldn't all day long, but that never works.
The best relationship is when you two can act like lovers and best friends. It's when you have more playful moments than serious moments. It's when you'll rather chill inside to watch movies, eat junk food, and cuddle than go out all the time.