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Grandpa doesn't feel comfortable leaving the place he's grown up in and has to be almost unconscious to go. One of the reasons for Grandma and Grandpa's deaths could have been from the new environment and not being able to adapt to it (Steinbeck 111, 146).
I loved your idea about placing the places we want to go in a box and pick one out and just go. I can't wait to do things like that with you and travel the world holding your hand sweetie tqm I adore you and miss you muah : )